All the PAIN I feel, washed away in a
BLOODY RIVER. I keep myself from
CRYING by covering it up with PHYSICAL PAIN.
Don’t worry about me. I know my EMOTIONS are
EATING ME ALIVE
From the INSIDE OUT. The OLD ME is
GONE. The
HAPPINESS has VANISHED.
I
Just wanted to
KILL THE BAD PART of me that has taken over my
LIFE. Someone I thought was
My FRIEND will
Not TALK TO ME like he used to. Now
Only a little TOY
Pikachu, Leo and Frog remain with me. Even if it’s still
QUIET and LONELY with them as it’s been with
“REAL” FRIENDS, even though it’s
Still COLD and SOLITARY, still full of past SORROWS, PAIN and
TROUBLES. All this time, I tried to HIDE IT ALL
Under the rug;
Viciously CONCEALED
Withing the
X-marked corners of that FALSE smile
You actually believe is REAL.